oh star.

i need to get out of this circle and form a square.

what if.

seasons change.
styles change.
people change.

and most importantly (in my opinion) music changes.
it's the idea of wanting to express more in a different sound.
a retelling of a another story in a new way.

i think i'm ready to adapt.

cheers to them.

some people are just born writers.
they can write the simplest of things and make it sound so beautiful.
the emotions and expressions the reach out and grab you make you crave more.

i can't help but to feel envious of them.
if only i could write just as vivid as i could think my thoughts.

forget abt the forecast

it's 2009, and it hasn't exactly hit me that 2008 is is long gone.

2008 went by so fast that i could barely remember it.
it's weird that i remember the past more clearly than i do with recent events. last night i was looking through my xanga with my cousin looking for this story we wrote about 5 or 6 years ago. while skimming through my past entries i can't help but to look at how "emo" and "pessimistic" i was. as well as how i ended my entries with ~life suks~. reading it now i'm saying wteff was going through my head.now i've grown up to some extent and i'm continuing to do so.

the past is past, we look back to it for guidance and to learn more about ourselves.

it's winter break, and it's going by quicker than i anticipated.
i've spent my days in front of my laptop listening to music , reading anything that aptures my interest, and watching and renting any movie that looks good.
hopefully i'll make this "mini vaca" somewhat adventurous or memoriable.

here's a toast to the new year.
lets make it a good one.